Just plain tired today. Hard to make it through the work day. Even so, I got in a nice long walk- 35 minutes. Got home and had a bath and an early dinner. Wanted to crawl into bed but the blankets were a tangled mess from a restless night's sleep. Sweet Kaycee volunteered to make it for me and she made it very pretty with lots of pillows. Said she'd make it for me any time I wanted (this one was free, 25 cents after this- well worth it). Throbbing, painful breast again tonight. Got something from my acupuncturist/herbalist to take for it. We'll see if it helps.
Very hard to walk into radiation today. I held my emotions in check for the work day, but was exhausted and crying by the time I pulled into the cancer center. The darlings weren't there today, just the rapster and a new guy- sweet but looked like a gangster. Not fun having a rapster and a gangster messing with my breast, I don't care how professional and well trained they are. I hope the darlings are back tomorrow.
Another long, busy day at work tomorrow. Hoping I get some sleep tonight. Feeling cheated, like I got some of myself back for a small window of time, and now that's slipping away and fatigue is trying to gain a foothold again.
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